Saturday, February 26, 2011

tooth rants.

my teeth say everything about me...
on the outside, it looks decent, clean and healthy. But deep down, its actually rotten and weak.
:(

Thursday, February 24, 2011

hard asks.


can You teach me more each day about You and to truly walk in Your ways.
can You help me to give up anything that is not of use to You, even though it means so much to me and the world.
can You teach me to live a life solely dedicated to You.

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

thank you model scouts.

today when I was walking on the streets a random guy approached me and asked if I was interested in a modelling stint because of my sharp features.
wow... I didn't realise I had it in me or that my inner beauty shined so much. :D

upon reaching home on a high, a huge chunk of my teeth had to crack and get chipped off. I'm now in a dental crisis. :(

I guess it balances out...

Sunday, February 20, 2011

Sunday, February 13, 2011

life.

This is my temporary Home
It's not where I belong
Windows and rooms that I'm passin' through
This was just a stop,on the way To where I'm going
I'm not afraid because I know this was
My temporary home.

Wednesday, February 09, 2011

I sought the LORD, and he answered me;

he delivered me from all my fears.

The righteous cry out, and the LORD hears them;
he delivers them from all their troubles.
The LORD is close to the brokenhearted
and saves those who are crushed in spirit.

The righteous person may have many troubles,
but the LORD delivers him from them all;
he protects all his bones,
not one of them will be broken.

Evil will slay the wicked;
the foes of the righteous will be condemned.
The LORD will rescue his servants;
no one who takes refuge in him will be condemned.

JESUS

Tuesday, February 08, 2011

Sunday, January 30, 2011

resolve

rather than chasing a girl based on the standards of the world, I will resolve to choose Jesus above all else, and when He finally provides me with a partner in whatever size or shape, I will be really happy, simply because it is His choice, and He's the only matchmaker that guarantees a true romance.

Saturday, January 29, 2011

when the stars refuse to shine

and time is no more
You'll still be faithful

Thursday, December 30, 2010

His banner over me is love

I love the fact that I get to move around offices, meet so many different people and interact with them- to see and share in a little bit of their lives. Now can I add Christ into that equation also...

Sunday, December 05, 2010

just here...

:(
enough said.

sometimes, I just wish I could hide away

Sunday, November 28, 2010

request

I pray for my friend, please grant job security, a bright future and success in wherever.
You are Lord of the circumstances and this is just another one of them

Friday, November 19, 2010

SO HAPPY

DID ABSOLUTELY GREAT, I CANT WIPE THAT STUPID SMILE OFF MY FACE

thanks, I give the glory all back to You

Wednesday, November 03, 2010

horrible day.

a horrible day at work, I felt like I've failed, all the superiors will now look upon me with some/much disdain. How could I screw up at such a public setting- mouth turns silent, tongue gets mangled and mind goes blank... the entire level will now know this fella is a klutz.

its true though, I'm quite a joke.

I feel like I have lost all favor.

there is a need to go back to the roots and start seeking where my true security and joy really lies.

at the end of the day, none of this will really matter, at the end of the day, Jesus is still Lord.

The king's heart [is] in the hand of the LORD, [as] the rivers of water: he turneth it whithersoever he will.

:l :l :l :l
:l
:l ;( ;( ;( :(
;-(

Tuesday, October 05, 2010

eternal.

If you are not too long, I will wait here for you all my life.
-Oscar Wilde

Thursday, September 16, 2010

redeemed.

He came to my desk with a quivering lip, the lesson was done.
"Have you a new sheet for me, dear teacher?
I've spoiled this one."
I took his sheet, all soiled and blotted,
And gave him a new one all unspotted.
And into his tired heart I cried, "Do better now, my child."

I went to the throne with a trembling heart, the day was done.
"Have you a new day for me, dear Master?
I've spoiled this one."
He took my day, all soiled and blotted,
and gave me a new one all unspotted.
And into my tired heart he cried, "Do better now, my child."

Author Anonymous

Friday, September 10, 2010

don't.give.up.on.me.

you know me, my deepest thoughts, my insecurities, my wretched nature, my sins. You know all that.
I totally hate me, but I know there's always someone in this world who'd be rooting for me, to succeed. your child, jeremy

sometimes i just feel so wronged so alone and a part of me feels that I deserve it.because I am a wretched being.

Sunday, August 22, 2010

please...

heal uncle steve.

remove the hopelessness on their faces
restore them
It seems as though they're trying so hard to reach You, for Your power, but to no avail. They look so discouraged, so despondent. It kills to see them so down.

I love them all so much, but I know Your love for them is far greater and unwavering. You'll come through.

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

if I say that I miss you

you'd probably wouldn't believe me anyway

every time I want to send you a greeting, I withhold because I'm scared... of the rejection, of the silence. Instead, I'd type it out anyway and then imagine sending it, praying that the message would still reach you somehow, through magical wings, via God.

Monday, August 09, 2010

job. aspirations.

it looks like it, the start of the next phase of life. This current period after all, is pure fantasy and a waste of breath anyway. Is it of any value to be a kid forever? My life so far is rockstar. I will miss being the entertainment IC and party coordinator. I guess, it’s time to grow up. But does growing up... entail working? Pursuing a career? Bringing home the cash? Does this define what growing up means?
let this secular task be ministry, and let all my actions be worship. In fact, there will be no divide between what is secular or not, let everything I do be scrutinised by You. Only then will there be meaning and truth in everything I do. Growing up simply just means I'm being used by you in the area of grown up matters.

I will rock in my job, I will rock it so hard

in the drudgery of work I will find passion & worship
in workplace politics I will choose love
in the people and departments I will see ministry
in anger and confict, I will choose Christlikeness
in everything please give me the strength to follow Jesus

give me love so that I can love others
give me wisdom so that I can change the systems
give me open doors and opportunities to shine for you

But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self-control. Against such there is no law. And those who are Christ’s have crucified the flesh with its passions and desires. If we live in the Spirit, let us also walk in the Spirit. Let us not become conceited, provoking one another, envying one another.