quote.

Where He wants me to go I will go with Him, and that is the place of perfect peace.

-RZ

words.

"What Are Words"

Anywhere you are, I am near

Anywhere you go, I'll be there

Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see

Where every single promise I'll keep

Cause what kind of guy would I be

If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words

If you really don't mean them

When you say them

What are words

If they're only for good times

Then they're done

When it's love

Yeah, you say them out loud

Those words, They never go away

They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent just for me

And I know I'm meant to be where I am

And I'm gonna be

Standing right beside her tonight

And I'm gonna be by your side

I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words

If you really don't mean them

When you say them

What are words

If they're only for good times

Then they're done

When it's love

Yeah, you say them out loud

Those words, They never go away

They live on, even when we're gone

Anywhere you are, I am near

Anywhere you go, I'll be there

And I'm gonna be here forever more

Every single promise I'll keep

Cause what kind of guy would I be

If I was to leave when you need me most

I'm forever keeping my angel close

moonset & sunrise

on Friday and Saturday I saw moonset & sunrise.

so beautiful.

firehouse.down.

"No matter what, be brave in the face of fear, happy when sad, and compassionate always."

- Jon Wright

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“He who loves one woman, loves them all; he who loves many, loves none.”

(Spanish proverb)

out.of.touch.

you know you've become irrelevant to the younger gen when u play their 3D games and find the experience like a dizzying nausea.

"...he [referring to me] went for stitches before! on the lips some more!!!"

"wah, cos he talks too much kok right...?"

dear God

what does it really mean to be Your hands and feet? Does it really entail a lot of suffering? Can I go through this suffering and yet be filled with joy infinite? I would like that...

providence.

He giveth more grace as our burdens grow greater,

He sendeth more strength as our labors increase;

To added afflictions He addeth His mercy,

To multiplied trials he multiplies peace.

When we have exhausted our store of endurance,

When our strength has failed ere the day is half done,

When we reach the end of our hoarded resources

Our Father’s full giving is only begun.

His love has no limits, His grace has no measure,

His power no boundary known unto men;

For out of His infinite riches in Jesus

He giveth, and giveth, and giveth again.

Annie J. Flint (1866-1932)

wonder.

why do You like me, when I don't even like me...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tFfN6r53vIY&feature=player_embedded

shine.

I don't think I will get much sleep tonight, after watching thai horror movies at such late hours that will now have my thoughts consumed by unnecessary fears.

I hate being fearful. It truly cripples a person. Nobody should be living under such a tyrannic gripe. We are all meant to shine, everybody stands a chance. There should also never be disparity or injustice amongst people. This all must be fought and destroyed from the face of this earth.

in. worship.

Lord of the Heavens and the earth

My Savior, Redeemer, risen Lord

All honor, glory, power, and strength

To Him upon the throne

Holy, holy, You are worthy

Praises to the Son of God

Jesus, You alone are worthy

Crowned in righteousness and peace

Glory, glory, Hallelujah

Praises to the great I am

Hosanna, join with angels singing

Worthy is the Lamb of God

in His Name

we overcome. For the Lord our God is able.

Let my life be utter worship in everything that I do. Let it all be pleasing to Your sight.

I pray all these during a barren and stormy time, that Jesus, You shine even brighter than everything else cos that's just the way it should be. I just feel so broken at times, but I live because You are Life. worship You.

offer.

up till now, I don't what I'm good at or what I can even offer. I have always doubted myself and counted everything I do as insignificant. While that may be true, at the end of the day, I do know something- that I have a desire within me to simply be on the side of Christ. On the final day, I'd want to meet Him and not be ashamed.

and if I could, I'd want to win some souls for the winning team. I just want to be part of Christ- be it a street cleaner or a ruler, I just want to spill life for that purpose. along the way, I guess I will start to realise what I can offer because of the enabling God provides :)

Jesus.

I was made to praise you

I was made to glorify your name

In every circumstance

To find a chance to thank you

I was made to love you

I was made to worship at your feet

And to obey You Lord

I was made for you

I will always praise you

I will always glorify your name

In every circumstance

To find a chance to thank you

I will always love you

I will always worship at your feet

And I'll obey You Lord

I was made for you

knight.

Be without fear in the face of your enemies. Be brave and upright, that God may love thee. Speak the truth always, even if it leads to your death. Safeguard the helpless and do no wrong; that is your oath.

different.

sometimes, I feel like I'm totally out of sorts when compared to the norms and ideals of how a normal person should live, act and behave. I mean, there is a huge discrepancy in my thinking- a stark contrast to what society values as great, cool, 'in' or even normal to that extent.

I just feel it. I'm totally different from everyone else.

deep down, I know it. There is something common in the world... an attribute that I cannot put a word on. It's there, I recognize that wordless characteristic... it's in everybody.

but I somehow, I also know that I don't have it and neither are the people of the world deficient of it.

that makes me totally different from everyone... :l

God supersedes

Status, wealth, property, looks, social groups, friends, enemies, words...

I am not defined by anything of this world.

modelling...

lessons learnt

1) its hard to smile

2) ...very hard

like all other tasks, you still do your best for it... because its for the glory of God and not for men.

like all other tasks, at the end of it, you give God back that glory, if there was any derived from it.

like all other tasks, God supersedes them

our.daily.bread.

All God’s testings have a purpose—

Someday you will see the light;

All He asks is that you trust Him,

Walk by faith and not by sight. —Zoller

The Lord your God led you all the way these forty years in the wilderness, to humble you and test you, to know what was in your heart. —Deuteronomy 8:2

It’s the journey, not just the destination, that’s important.

tooth rants.

my teeth say everything about me...

on the outside, it looks decent, clean and healthy. But deep down, its actually rotten and weak.

:(

hard asks.

can You teach me more each day about You and to truly walk in Your ways.

can You help me to give up anything that is not of use to You, even though it means so much to me and the world.

can You teach me to live a life solely dedicated to You.