sunrise part II

on Sat 25 Feb I saw another sunrise, this time it was a different kind of beautiful.

ahia.

I don't have any words of wisdom, but after spending the past 2 weeks sleeping under the stars, I just want to say that I love you all very much.
Family is everything we have here on earth, and with 2012, I hope we make that bond stronger. We may have different paths, different opinions, live in different places, but in the end, we will always have each other.
We don't need very much else in life, except our faith, our convictions, and a call to action towards them. Remember to always have passion for something. And do. Don't wait for life to happen. Don't test God to make your life meaningful in this world, go out there and dare to try something. Your family is always behind you to pick you up. For the rest of your life.
You are all so talented and so great in many different ways, but most of all, each and every one of you are so full of love. I respect that so much.
Go thank your mom and dad for bringing you up right. They did a good job.
And remember, cousins united.

plea.

God...
sometimes I feel like I'm always broken so easily
sometimes I feel really useless too
sometimes I feel like no one on this planet can identify with me
sometimes I feel like I don't belong anywhere
sometimes I feel like a total loser
sometimes I just wanna hide in a corner and not move
sometimes my chest just wants to burst
sometimes my mind just clogs me up

please help your son even though he is quite a screwed up person.
Thanks.

remember.

12/02/2012

liberation.

the things I never thought I could've done, I now do.

all because of His enabling. Thank you!!!

quote.

Where He wants me to go I will go with Him, and that is the place of perfect peace.

-RZ

words.

"What Are Words"

Anywhere you are, I am near

Anywhere you go, I'll be there

Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see

Where every single promise I'll keep

Cause what kind of guy would I be

If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words

If you really don't mean them

When you say them

What are words

If they're only for good times

Then they're done

When it's love

Yeah, you say them out loud

Those words, They never go away

They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent just for me

And I know I'm meant to be where I am

And I'm gonna be

Standing right beside her tonight

And I'm gonna be by your side

I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words

If you really don't mean them

When you say them

What are words

If they're only for good times

Then they're done

When it's love

Yeah, you say them out loud

Those words, They never go away

They live on, even when we're gone

Anywhere you are, I am near

Anywhere you go, I'll be there

And I'm gonna be here forever more

Every single promise I'll keep

Cause what kind of guy would I be

If I was to leave when you need me most

I'm forever keeping my angel close

moonset & sunrise

on Friday and Saturday I saw moonset & sunrise.

so beautiful.

firehouse.down.

"No matter what, be brave in the face of fear, happy when sad, and compassionate always."

- Jon Wright

--------------

“He who loves one woman, loves them all; he who loves many, loves none.”

(Spanish proverb)

out.of.touch.

you know you've become irrelevant to the younger gen when u play their 3D games and find the experience like a dizzying nausea.

"...he [referring to me] went for stitches before! on the lips some more!!!"

"wah, cos he talks too much kok right...?"

dear God

what does it really mean to be Your hands and feet? Does it really entail a lot of suffering? Can I go through this suffering and yet be filled with joy infinite? I would like that...

providence.

He giveth more grace as our burdens grow greater,

He sendeth more strength as our labors increase;

To added afflictions He addeth His mercy,

To multiplied trials he multiplies peace.

When we have exhausted our store of endurance,

When our strength has failed ere the day is half done,

When we reach the end of our hoarded resources

Our Father’s full giving is only begun.

His love has no limits, His grace has no measure,

His power no boundary known unto men;

For out of His infinite riches in Jesus

He giveth, and giveth, and giveth again.

Annie J. Flint (1866-1932)

wonder.

why do You like me, when I don't even like me...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tFfN6r53vIY&feature=player_embedded

shine.

I don't think I will get much sleep tonight, after watching thai horror movies at such late hours that will now have my thoughts consumed by unnecessary fears.

I hate being fearful. It truly cripples a person. Nobody should be living under such a tyrannic gripe. We are all meant to shine, everybody stands a chance. There should also never be disparity or injustice amongst people. This all must be fought and destroyed from the face of this earth.

in. worship.

Lord of the Heavens and the earth

My Savior, Redeemer, risen Lord

All honor, glory, power, and strength

To Him upon the throne

Holy, holy, You are worthy

Praises to the Son of God

Jesus, You alone are worthy

Crowned in righteousness and peace

Glory, glory, Hallelujah

Praises to the great I am

Hosanna, join with angels singing

Worthy is the Lamb of God

in His Name

we overcome. For the Lord our God is able.

Let my life be utter worship in everything that I do. Let it all be pleasing to Your sight.

I pray all these during a barren and stormy time, that Jesus, You shine even brighter than everything else cos that's just the way it should be. I just feel so broken at times, but I live because You are Life. worship You.

offer.

up till now, I don't what I'm good at or what I can even offer. I have always doubted myself and counted everything I do as insignificant. While that may be true, at the end of the day, I do know something- that I have a desire within me to simply be on the side of Christ. On the final day, I'd want to meet Him and not be ashamed.

and if I could, I'd want to win some souls for the winning team. I just want to be part of Christ- be it a street cleaner or a ruler, I just want to spill life for that purpose. along the way, I guess I will start to realise what I can offer because of the enabling God provides :)

Jesus.

I was made to praise you

I was made to glorify your name

In every circumstance

To find a chance to thank you

I was made to love you

I was made to worship at your feet

And to obey You Lord

I was made for you

I will always praise you

I will always glorify your name

In every circumstance

To find a chance to thank you

I will always love you

I will always worship at your feet

And I'll obey You Lord

I was made for you

knight.

Be without fear in the face of your enemies. Be brave and upright, that God may love thee. Speak the truth always, even if it leads to your death. Safeguard the helpless and do no wrong; that is your oath.

different.

sometimes, I feel like I'm totally out of sorts when compared to the norms and ideals of how a normal person should live, act and behave. I mean, there is a huge discrepancy in my thinking- a stark contrast to what society values as great, cool, 'in' or even normal to that extent.

I just feel it. I'm totally different from everyone else.

deep down, I know it. There is something common in the world... an attribute that I cannot put a word on. It's there, I recognize that wordless characteristic... it's in everybody.

but I somehow, I also know that I don't have it and neither are the people of the world deficient of it.

that makes me totally different from everyone... :l