wonder.

why do You like me, when I don't even like me...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tFfN6r53vIY&feature=player_embedded

shine.

I don't think I will get much sleep tonight, after watching thai horror movies at such late hours that will now have my thoughts consumed by unnecessary fears.

I hate being fearful. It truly cripples a person. Nobody should be living under such a tyrannic gripe. We are all meant to shine, everybody stands a chance. There should also never be disparity or injustice amongst people. This all must be fought and destroyed from the face of this earth.

in. worship.

Lord of the Heavens and the earth

My Savior, Redeemer, risen Lord

All honor, glory, power, and strength

To Him upon the throne

Holy, holy, You are worthy

Praises to the Son of God

Jesus, You alone are worthy

Crowned in righteousness and peace

Glory, glory, Hallelujah

Praises to the great I am

Hosanna, join with angels singing

Worthy is the Lamb of God

in His Name

we overcome. For the Lord our God is able.

Let my life be utter worship in everything that I do. Let it all be pleasing to Your sight.

I pray all these during a barren and stormy time, that Jesus, You shine even brighter than everything else cos that's just the way it should be. I just feel so broken at times, but I live because You are Life. worship You.

offer.

up till now, I don't what I'm good at or what I can even offer. I have always doubted myself and counted everything I do as insignificant. While that may be true, at the end of the day, I do know something- that I have a desire within me to simply be on the side of Christ. On the final day, I'd want to meet Him and not be ashamed.

and if I could, I'd want to win some souls for the winning team. I just want to be part of Christ- be it a street cleaner or a ruler, I just want to spill life for that purpose. along the way, I guess I will start to realise what I can offer because of the enabling God provides :)

Jesus.

I was made to praise you

I was made to glorify your name

In every circumstance

To find a chance to thank you

I was made to love you

I was made to worship at your feet

And to obey You Lord

I was made for you

I will always praise you

I will always glorify your name

In every circumstance

To find a chance to thank you

I will always love you

I will always worship at your feet

And I'll obey You Lord

I was made for you

knight.

Be without fear in the face of your enemies. Be brave and upright, that God may love thee. Speak the truth always, even if it leads to your death. Safeguard the helpless and do no wrong; that is your oath.

different.

sometimes, I feel like I'm totally out of sorts when compared to the norms and ideals of how a normal person should live, act and behave. I mean, there is a huge discrepancy in my thinking- a stark contrast to what society values as great, cool, 'in' or even normal to that extent.

I just feel it. I'm totally different from everyone else.

deep down, I know it. There is something common in the world... an attribute that I cannot put a word on. It's there, I recognize that wordless characteristic... it's in everybody.

but I somehow, I also know that I don't have it and neither are the people of the world deficient of it.

that makes me totally different from everyone... :l

God supersedes

Status, wealth, property, looks, social groups, friends, enemies, words...

I am not defined by anything of this world.

modelling...

lessons learnt

1) its hard to smile

2) ...very hard

like all other tasks, you still do your best for it... because its for the glory of God and not for men.

like all other tasks, at the end of it, you give God back that glory, if there was any derived from it.

like all other tasks, God supersedes them

our.daily.bread.

All God’s testings have a purpose—

Someday you will see the light;

All He asks is that you trust Him,

Walk by faith and not by sight. —Zoller

The Lord your God led you all the way these forty years in the wilderness, to humble you and test you, to know what was in your heart. —Deuteronomy 8:2

It’s the journey, not just the destination, that’s important.

tooth rants.

my teeth say everything about me...

on the outside, it looks decent, clean and healthy. But deep down, its actually rotten and weak.

:(

hard asks.

can You teach me more each day about You and to truly walk in Your ways.

can You help me to give up anything that is not of use to You, even though it means so much to me and the world.

can You teach me to live a life solely dedicated to You.

thank you model scouts.

today when I was walking on the streets a random guy approached me and asked if I was interested in a modelling stint because of my sharp features.

wow... I didn't realise I had it in me or that my inner beauty shined so much. :D

upon reaching home on a high, a huge chunk of my teeth had to crack and get chipped off. I'm now in a dental crisis. :(

I guess it balances out...

-_-

life.

This is my temporary Home

It's not where I belong

Windows and rooms that I'm passin' through

This was just a stop,on the way To where I'm going

I'm not afraid because I know this was

My temporary home.

I sought the LORD, and he answered me;

he delivered me from all my fears.

The righteous cry out, and the LORD hears them;
he delivers them from all their troubles.
The LORD is close to the brokenhearted
and saves those who are crushed in spirit.

The righteous person may have many troubles,
but the LORD delivers him from them all;
he protects all his bones,
not one of them will be broken.

Evil will slay the wicked;
the foes of the righteous will be condemned.
The LORD will rescue his servants;
no one who takes refuge in him will be condemned.

JESUS

very sad.

God...

resolve

rather than chasing a girl based on the standards of the world, I will resolve to choose Jesus above all else, and when He finally provides me with a partner in whatever size or shape, I will be really happy, simply because it is His choice, and He's the only matchmaker that guarantees a true romance.

when the stars refuse to shine

and time is no more

You'll still be faithful