NO sleep

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, I couldn't sleep last night! ! !
watched 'the machinist' and it made me toss in bed all night, gripped in fear and thoughts.
oh crap, oh crap, oh crap.
its one of those those disturbing thriller movies, very similar to fight club (or 'the number 23', if you've watched it recently). how one man's insomnia and guilt warps reality... makes everything so creepy
I found it so friggin disturbing!!

thank God I wasn't a goner when I went to church this morning (in the show, the guy didn't sleep for 1 whole year, is that even possible man)

but Christian Bale is seriously da man. He lost soo much weight just for that role in the film (like 62 pound loss to 121 pounds) and had to gain it back in a couple of months to get the part of Batman. what an insane actor.

anyways, its another monday tomorrow and once again, DECLARING it a VICTORIOUS week in God.

machinist... gosh
peace OUT

bashed ;|

3 hours of Entrepreneurial finance = uni bashed, its no wonder i find mondays so hard
(mondays = slam day, understanddd??)

oh man, did i make a mistake?? EntrepFinance is friggin hard.

amazing grace

"My chains are gone
I've been set free
My God, my Savior has ransomed me
And like a flood His mercy reigns
Unending love, Amazing grace"

thank you God!!
for grace and saving one so undeserving
help me to love You more.
I declare another victorious week ahead in your name, striving to just live it for You

Lionel Messi ! ! !

Barcelona 2-0 Getafe Messi Goal
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He wants my all...

how much do you love Me? The answer must be ALL
Love me with ALL of you.
Cleansing me once again- a new creation, the old has gone. Remember this when turning to the old ways. You're a NEW creation, the old is GONE.
Love me with ALL

He speaks.

off color

came home from church today and simply crashed... total blackout!
really, really hoped that I didn't screw up drumming- that we managed to facilitate God's people into worship, cos at the end of the day...

sigh, I pray once again, asking God to draw me closer to Him... always drawing me to Him
found a song:
"here in your courts
where I'm close to your throne
I've found where I belong"
there's no where else I want to be.
I LOVE you God, I LOVE you God, I love you God. teach me to LOVE you even MORE.

...
felt so angry w myself for cutting my hair... its so crap. Talking to Matt about my fuss, he told me to take comfort that he's bald...
Jem: do you wear a cap?
Matt: sometimes. mostly no.. i just wear my confidence.hahaha

booya

....
there's quite a number of assignments due this week. I'm especially worried about our presentation tomorrow... really hope my group does well. urgh, finance, I dread it, yet every year I choose to do it. It's a love-hate relationship
God, please help to in my work.

it's the second half of semester one, and in confidence, I proclaim it to be a GREAT period. He's with me, always.

sigh sigh

just the worst today....

zero love, zero passion just wont get me past a monday.
I need more!!!

why does it have to get dark so early
sigh sigh sigh

To live is Christ....


Never Give Up