Sunday, March 30, 2008

close my eyes...

remember no cries, just mental pictures of happy times.


the ascension to a higher plane...
3 months of dwelling there ...
blissfulness…
but it is now time to come down…
to step back into the valleys of life

the last 2 weeks...oh I should’ve already been in the army by then, but what a turnaround- despondency turned to joy as I had been given the chance to complete bible school properly. How I fought so hard just to get those last 14 days. You may ask… was it worthwhile?
most definitely!
I have experienced the 3 months in Full, and now, I go on to the next phase of life knowing God has blessed and built me during that time in preparation to move on. I will be fully equipped and ready for what He'll lead me to next.

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where I go, no one will follow. I go it alone.
where I go seems all bleak and hazy, and no one will come with me
metaphorically, I feel like I’m plunging into an abyss.
With eyes shut and my entire state being filled with fear and uncertainly, I take the jump, hoping that He’ll catch me when I fall, because at this point, I don’t know how else I will be delivered.
filled with frailties and negativity, I’ll jump, placing trust in strength and optimism that is not from me.
where I go, you don’t follow.

If I be broken, let your prayers engulf me.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

hello mortal! i miss you guys so so much!! see ya tomorrow!!!

jeremynz said...

hello my angel!! how'd u know about my blog? welcomeeeeeee!!!

Anonymous said...

oi! u bum! u have been mia from msn!...make sure u let us all noe before u go into army!